133 :: I am back!

Ok.I am back.I still cannot post in the forums.I have noticed some exciting things goin on with the groups.I'll make lots of changes to mine.The women's group that was getting a theme change once a week has stale coffee on it.Ew! Sorry ladies.That will be fixed real soon.The other groups need a little jazz too.Lots of new members too.That means new friends to make.I am looking forward to it.

Now to the pressing question..."where have you been!?"

I have been doing a little crying and trying to stay busy.Time has passed.That does not make it any better.I think it has made it worse.It seems everyone I know is going to or has a baby.I try to stay to myself mostly.Thats not good.I know.I just dont know what else to do.

I am working now.I work part time at another dog breeder's scooping poop.This one breeds German shepards.I have been there 2 weeks.They dont want to pay me for the first 2 days I worked.I have a sick feeling in my tummy when I think about it.The breeder tells me he is a christian.He says he tells people about God.I just cannot wrap my head around that.He ripped me off and used me as slave labor for 2 days.I had no idea or I would NOT have worked there.I called around for help.I was told they wont do any thing since the place is small and there is no min wadge in Texas.It makes me so sad.

Thats all I can think of.I'll get back to blogs.